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Saturday, August 30th, 2008
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5:14 pm
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It's a very hard decision to play god with animal's lives. To me, euthanizing an animal is at the same level as euthanizing a human-being. Call me crazy
But nonetheless, Rest in Peace Samuel.
You shall be missed
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| Monday, April 7th, 2008
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11:52 am - Back on the (grey) horse
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| Tuesday, April 1st, 2008
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7:21 pm
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| Tuesday, March 18th, 2008
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3:27 pm
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Kind of related to my last post, but I'll say it anyways.
I no longer fear growing up. Though I am always a kid at heart, nothing seems more appealing to me right now than getting a fulfilling job, reading the news, living in my own home, up at 7, drinking coffee, kissing my lover goodbye when I'm out the door for work. Not needing to rely on being intoxicated in order to have fun. I've learned soon enough that it's not me. I like to sit back and watch the clouds, not fill my head so that I can barely see them.
I'm attempting to be healthier, perhaps not in what I consume at all times, other than a daily vitamin ritual I've only started a couple days ago. I'm taking advantage of my car-less situation by riding a bike places and trying that out for the first time today made me feel much more free and less bound to this shit dorm building. I may be getting a job working with children in need, and I think I am more than up for it. It would be an amazing first job. I'm actually doing schoolwork again, and I am starting to think about new personal art projects I want to start for the first time in a long time. I'm in the running to perhaps be hired as an illustrator for an upcoming children's book, and plan on applying for more commission work. I'm sick of waiting around, kicking shit, and bitching about how my life hasn't moved forward. It's really up to me to get things going. That's all.
Oh, and R.I.P. corolla. apparently its too damaged to bother being repaired and will have to get a new one. I feel like I just miscarried.
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| Monday, March 17th, 2008
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10:13 am - Fly Away....Home?
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I haven't been here in almost two months, so I thought I'd maybe update
Though gradually, and subtly, a lot of things has changed in these two months. I find myself feeling like a different person than I was before, and for the better. I've lost some ties in this time lapse, but I've kept the ones that are the best for my well-being. I've learned some self-respect in these last two months, which is a nice feeling to have, especially when you're without it for so long. I'm in an amazing relationship with an amazing person, and seem to find a smile on my face 85% of the time because of it. In other news, I've decided that I may soon be transferring out of my bro-college. I realized that my college experience shouldn't be something I can barely tolerate, but be something I can actually enjoy and actually find like-minded people in. Not that I haven't found a select few here that are, but here in Long Beach you really have to dig around for these kind of people. I'm looking for scholarships and plan on building up an actual legit portfolio for art schools, and decided to stop cutting corners and fucking around when it comes to making art because that's not gonna make schools take you seriously. So I may be moving out of town next year, or perhaps the second semester next year. Until then I'll try to get by, and will do so more easily once I'm out of the dorms and into an apartment with my favorite alarm clock. And who knows where I'll go from there. Chicago? San Francisco? New York? Moving away form LA doesn't seem as frightening as it did before, and as much as I love having LA as my first home, I don't have the desire to stick around here anymore. Whether Westward, in the middle, or Eastbound, I have the strongest urge to travel up North. And I have the best person in the world to share it with. That is all.
Oh, and p.s.- I never thought I would do this in my life, but I basically totaled my car last week. The front at least. I feel as though I lost my right arm. Being without a car for over a month is gonna be hell. At least I have a bike. If only I remembered how to ride it....
current mood:  content
current music: Eloise>>>DES ARK
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| Sunday, January 27th, 2008
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6:37 pm
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The last thing I wanted was for break to end.
In other news, slightly related, last night was fantabulous and new and fresh, and I basically love everyone right now.
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| Friday, January 25th, 2008
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3:58 pm
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So The Space Ark Gallery is the BIGGEST piece of shit gallery I've ever submitted to, and I believe they've (EDIT: I found it under a pile of papers in a cupboard in the corner of the gallery. tight. And then I watched some people practice their karate kicks), and everyone there is too burnt to know where it would be/give a shit which is extremely unprofessional, and as much as I love the art community, makes me hate it alot right now.
R.I.P. (you fuckers)
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| Thursday, January 17th, 2008
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12:51 pm - Only clowns you play with don't bleed
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EDIT:
Note to self: Get sleep. Clear head. Eat some chocolate. Repeat.EDIT: ("Jane, get me off this crazy thing..")
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| Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
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2:43 pm
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Hopefully, a resolution awaits me in the yonder.... until then, I'm terrified.
Drawing a dead baby for the next three days isn't going to help me with these nerves, not one bit.
current music: My mother's talking about me behind my back
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| Thursday, December 6th, 2007
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4:03 pm
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| Friday, November 16th, 2007
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4:35 pm
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I want to go back to that place between Los Angeles and Las Vegas, where even outdoors in the wind, it is completely and utterly silent.
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| Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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7:29 pm
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| Friday, November 9th, 2007
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11:58 pm
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I've come to the conclusion that I should never try to make plans to attend any parties in Long Beach. Long Beach is haunted. Long Beach is bad luck. Long Beach+Lizzy trying to go=NEVER WORKS OUT. So I'm planless for the second friday in a row. TIGHT.
(Fuck you LB)
current music: Always Be My Baby>>>MARIAH CAREY
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| Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007
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11:19 am
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A select few of you can back me up on this one, but you how I'm ALWAYS tired?
My health is beginning to become a concern. I can't go a few hours without the urge to lie down and nap. I just slept 11 hours tonight without much activity yesterday. I miss my morning classes at least once a week. I CAN'T STOP SLEEPING AND IT SCARES ME SO MUCH.
current mood:  tired
current music: Love Today>>>MIKA
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| Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
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9:21 am - It's just so...gooey
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| Thursday, October 4th, 2007
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2:27 pm
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| Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
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11:57 am
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Something to update on...
So I started my first day of college today. Actually, it hasn't ended yet, I have class at 4:00 (art) until quarter to 7.
That doesn't bother me much. There's not much to do around here so a class filling up two hours of my night is just dandy by me.
My english teacher look slike she's no older than me, my anthropolgy teacher looks like a cupcake with orange frosting and a turquoise wrapper. My math teacher emphasizes on being one that "bends the rules of the education system".
All in all things are pretty good.
The people around me don't really have anything I can relate to. It makes me thank my lucky stars that I don't have to fly across country to visit my babies.
Dorm bathrooms are a bitch. My dorm's always 90 degrees in it. My meal plan hasn't been activated so I'm currently living on easy mac and trader joe's deli. All the guys here equipped with flip flops and cargo shorts at all times. All the girls are the same, but replace those cargos with jean cut off booty shorts. I try not to judge, but then they open their mouths and I can't help but laugh at all the crap that comes spilling out.
Ah, it's a hard knock life in a bro college.
over and out!
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| Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
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11:41 pm
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| Tuesday, August 7th, 2007
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12:55 am
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| Sunday, July 29th, 2007
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7:12 pm
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Alright, seven songs I'm currently into, one's that define my summer as one person said.
Here it comes!:
1. Rear Moth- Psapp
2. Ballad of a Teenage Queen- Johnny Cash
3. Crayon- Manitoba
4. Gold Sounds- Pavement
5. Know Your Chicken- Cibo Matto
6. Lions and Tigers- Asobi Seksu
7. AM180- Grandaddy
Who can I tag who still comes to this site?
1.Henry
2. Max
3. Molly
4. Sophia
5. Zoe
6. Bridget
7. Free for all!
current mood:  full
current music: Metric
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